Thursday, November 19, 2009
Said that princesses never took their knights
yet ignored it all to delve right into those nights
she came right in the time of great need
danced and cheered around in Ecstasy we feed
falter the knight did, turned out they life
as personal calls and self-interests set right in
never did he noticed what was dear was in strife
and the heart cracked with words unspoken within
in two years last she created the strongest of all
yet in her simple departure, he fell into crumble
complete eradication of that knight which had to fall
with no will or wilt to carry further on, complete disable
with no warmth nor happiness within for one to hold
and in a bloody great cut through right once again
never knew thy would be the one which meant the world
now the cute is no longer beside as the knight's toils began
-k
spoke at : 10:39 PM
I see only grief and hope
as my wounds open again
and the soul sinks into the depths
screaming for respite
yet it is in the mockery of hope
where it breeds utter disappointment
spoke at : 2:48 AM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
october calls
as life falls
spoke at : 10:52 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
in just an eye-blink her 21st birthday just went past
just like our hopes and dreams never came to pass
we met, fought, cursed and went wild with lightning farse
but we fell, broke and lost each other equally fast
left here broken to rot into worthless dust
cursed to beat the world till it rots and rust
but thy can never do anything alone
in this battered soul left into the forlorn
with her I see sorrowful beauty in endless depths
without, there is only destitution in every crack
as we tasted every forbidden fruits in our youths
as we shaped an insatiable lust between our lives aback
every drop we took, we shared, we lusted in all
just like an addict in total withdrawn in his call
everyday is just a beautiful anguish of screams
as I remember the love scarred within dreams
-k
spoke at : 12:57 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
I've walked the lonely road of life for far too long
searching this deep dark world to whom I belong
saw no sign of enjoyment that they boldly proclaim
only the bittersweet anguish of freedom I claim
the heart is empty yet sinks with tremendous weight
an empty void cursed to go forever solo by fate
find not an inch of solace in doing anything enjoyable
without anyone special behind me I'm simply a disable
They said memories are to be kept and cherished
but the best ones keep my life constantly tarnished
and it all felt like only yesterday of sunshine and glee
broken promises of the future shatters all in me
just like a pain kept in is a pain excruciatingly magnified
still I ponder over my failures and any ridiculous mistake
All the emotion and bonds around me are slowly glorified
I yearn for thee yet it is once which I cannot take
-k
spoke at : 11:00 PM
I see everything around me silently
but they just fill me with envy and longing
company of three
the joy of thee
product of bee
shall you know what I've longed for
but internally all I have is an internal war
let me cruise around alone
i can only shed and moan
feel the joy in others
everyday passing into blunders
all I see i hopelessness
let me spin round directionless
only the one courageous person
need be to come save me without gain
else I shall never see the stars again
-k
spoke at : 11:37 PM
I used to be indestructible, but no longer
I had direction in life, but it's spiraling further
Even the very stars have forsaken me
only the darkness is left to comfort me
and the memories cut deeply and deadly
As I collapse from despair, slowly yet surely
Losing the person dear to the heart cuts
not attaining the comfort ever, rips and sucks
ever ounce of life, everything was in vain
sacrificed blood to scorned and in disdain
Dance and spiral into the sweet night rust
into the world of madness and bloodlust
that takes in all the derelicts to congregate
where hope, dream and love disintegrate
Take comfort seeing that comfort exists
but the yearn to attain it again I can't resist
spoke at : 8:49 PM
CJ