I walked down the isles of the morn
past the gates of aways and plays
as you sat beside me watching the dawn
as we counted down each of your remaining days
you said we would walk down the isle again
said in five years we would hold hand in hand
yet the high we shared ended just as it began to begin
as we yearned to be tied together in a band
But as the hand I held slowly lost its warmth
so did the soul of mine left with yours
and the little union of our melancholy love
what was left was my living body, an empty husk
as another one of love had came to birth
then as she slowly grew my heart back into my armours
as I began to truly appreciate her, a dying dove
she was as I was left to face alone the secluded dusk
-k
spoke at : 11:11 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Said that princesses never took their knights
yet ignored it all to delve right into those nights
she came right in the time of great need
danced and cheered around in Ecstasy we feed
falter the knight did, turned out they life
as personal calls and self-interests set right in
never did he noticed what was dear was in strife
and the heart cracked with words unspoken within
in two years last she created the strongest of all
yet in her simple departure, he fell into crumble
complete eradication of that knight which had to fall
with no will or wilt to carry further on, complete disable
with no warmth nor happiness within for one to hold
and in a bloody great cut through right once again
never knew thy would be the one which meant the world
now the cute is no longer beside as the knight's toils began
-k
spoke at : 10:39 PM
I see only grief and hope
as my wounds open again
and the soul sinks into the depths
screaming for respite
yet it is in the mockery of hope
where it breeds utter disappointment
spoke at : 2:48 AM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
october calls
as life falls
spoke at : 10:52 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
in just an eye-blink her 21st birthday just went past
just like our hopes and dreams never came to pass
we met, fought, cursed and went wild with lightning farse
but we fell, broke and lost each other equally fast
left here broken to rot into worthless dust
cursed to beat the world till it rots and rust
but thy can never do anything alone
in this battered soul left into the forlorn
with her I see sorrowful beauty in endless depths
without, there is only destitution in every crack
as we tasted every forbidden fruits in our youths
as we shaped an insatiable lust between our lives aback
every drop we took, we shared, we lusted in all
just like an addict in total withdrawn in his call
everyday is just a beautiful anguish of screams
as I remember the love scarred within dreams
-k
spoke at : 12:57 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
I've walked the lonely road of life for far too long
searching this deep dark world to whom I belong
saw no sign of enjoyment that they boldly proclaim
only the bittersweet anguish of freedom I claim
the heart is empty yet sinks with tremendous weight
an empty void cursed to go forever solo by fate
find not an inch of solace in doing anything enjoyable
without anyone special behind me I'm simply a disable
They said memories are to be kept and cherished
but the best ones keep my life constantly tarnished
and it all felt like only yesterday of sunshine and glee
broken promises of the future shatters all in me
just like a pain kept in is a pain excruciatingly magnified
still I ponder over my failures and any ridiculous mistake
All the emotion and bonds around me are slowly glorified
I yearn for thee yet it is once which I cannot take
-k
spoke at : 11:00 PM
I see everything around me silently
but they just fill me with envy and longing
company of three
the joy of thee
product of bee
shall you know what I've longed for
but internally all I have is an internal war
let me cruise around alone
i can only shed and moan
feel the joy in others
everyday passing into blunders
all I see i hopelessness
let me spin round directionless
only the one courageous person
need be to come save me without gain
else I shall never see the stars again
-k
spoke at : 11:37 PM
CJ