I see everything around me silently
but they just fill me with envy and longing
company of three
the joy of thee
product of bee
shall you know what I've longed for
but internally all I have is an internal war
let me cruise around alone
i can only shed and moan
feel the joy in others
everyday passing into blunders
all I see i hopelessness
let me spin round directionless
only the one courageous person
need be to come save me without gain
else I shall never see the stars again
-k
I used to be indestructible, but no longer
I had direction in life, but it's spiraling further
Even the very stars have forsaken me
only the darkness is left to comfort me
and the memories cut deeply and deadly
As I collapse from despair, slowly yet surely
Losing the person dear to the heart cuts
not attaining the comfort ever, rips and sucks
ever ounce of life, everything was in vain
sacrificed blood to scorned and in disdain
Dance and spiral into the sweet night rust
into the world of madness and bloodlust
that takes in all the derelicts to congregate
where hope, dream and love disintegrate
Take comfort seeing that comfort exists
but the yearn to attain it again I can't resist
CJ 
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