It is like dangling fresh water to a parched man
eat such a huge feast in front of the starved ones
Drugs kept far from its incessant abuser
I feel that withdrawal, that anguish, just like you
Those damned obstacles, the screwed up scums
itching as a thorn on one's ass.. Yet impossible to
just simply remove them from our small lives
lets kill them, one by one or twist them to us
Don't be too sad and stay strong for I rely all on you
as we are able to embrace each other again in due
-cj
Our journey -- Cries of forgiveness
Our inter bond is like a long spiraling journey
of a trail of obstacles, of misery and pain
yet they two bring out the very best of it
treasure every pleasure moments like baby cradles
Shall we walk hand in hand? Or separate??
But at a distance! A short one, within our comfort
It's all about the striking balance of the unattainable
but that is yet what this grueling journey is all about
The past hurts, it always does. Turning back --
even a look, cuts deeper than chill to bone
Feeling it slashes you like a chalk on the sword.
Come and feel my arms, for the shield the dusts of chalk
The journey is unending, our legacy continues on
Like two halves incomplete without the other
let us strengthen our own weaknesses like always
To let close friends, aid and go green on us as always
-cj
CJ 
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