Monday, December 31, 2007
In a life where promises were never fulfilled
came fulfillment in life, I am always greedy
Greedy for more for all the things I want
there is no need to satisfy my desire at all
I will do as you please, as you command
Why could not we come together closer
so close whenever I open my eyes I see you
such sights, the smell tingles ever strongly
Quick! Quick! Why can't we grow up quickly
but I love the idea of being a small little boy
-cj
spoke at : 10:01 PM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Yes, yes u are the special one
that very only one you desire
what if baby cry... Mummy selfish?!!
It's okay anyways, it's mummy's fault
No girl has being able to eradicate her past
could tell that you do not at all, but it's alright
slowly we make it to exactly... as you desire!
for I am here, for the sole purpose to serve
Your possessiveness is cute, for I'm only yours
this is not madness, it's just we are madly in love
-cj
spoke at : 11:06 PM
ahhh sch gonna open and cannot see princess everyday sobs!
why we cannot stay together? =/
spoke at : 1:31 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
hmm i think was yesterday princess wanna run across field
so okay lor princess say mah then omg omg omg all the mud! T-T
end up need wash my pants lols then i thought of an extremely lame poem... here goes
Walking around in my underwear
dancing to the music in the air
with my girlfriend's boxer-wear
dirty yet I feel only her care
Scrubbing clean our footwear
when will she be mine to heir?
-cj
spoke at : 7:01 PM
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
we shall kiss under the beaming auroras of the beautiful sky
spoke at : 2:10 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
ahhhhhhhh
today cannot see my princess... why? cause she go out with her mummy =/ sobsobs and ppl bully her hmph those buggers!
the worst thing is tml cannot meet her! argh! i am dying of lovesick
Became next to madness
surprisingly it's better
the insatiable desire for
each other is just too great
why can't we stay together
for ever and ever and ever
-cj
spoke at : 11:50 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
so happy so happy
cause i got princess i got princess
KEK
spoke at : 12:30 AM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
i now have an insane addiction, a painful one.... i wanna see my princess now now now ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
spoke at : 8:47 PM
Saturday, December 8, 2007
With stable emotions I'm ready
for what the future has to offer
the past shall not even bother
as I carry on with my planned deeds
Watch us from the heavens my sister
I shall not let myself or anyone loved down
-cj
spoke at : 3:10 PM
Thursday, December 6, 2007
she fell and passed
but I still feel love
that insane yet deep
love for my one princess
-cj
sad for i lost some one so loved once my lover, then my sister
love is not all lost, i am still here, still love still there
i see you vanny, my eternal guardian angel as always X)
may your soul find eternal peace
spoke at : 11:07 PM
i sat here waiting for my princess to get online but she is in sch =/
i want to call her but overseas call = gg at the cost
vanny looks okay, but can tell the essence of life is like gone from her =/
for some reason i feel both sad and emotionless, all the mixed feelings O.o
and i just wanna go and hug my princess and kiss her dearly T-T
spoke at : 1:15 PM
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
=/
l leave you temporary
to see her, for the last
wonder what I would do
only time can tell me
Know that you are
truly my everything
too precious to let go
too loved to forget
She was my first
not my last love
she made me today
for that I thank her
Watching her part
shall not be easy
knowing I'm still loved
it shall prove a little easier
Wait for me!
I'll fall to your arms
when I return
Loving you
Completely..
my beloved princess
-cj
spoke at : 8:05 AM
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Her
I held her, she held me
we knew each other
never that long, but
always that very deep
-cj
It Was Her
We held each other in our arms.... tightly
our pain overwhelmed by each other's presence
for that moment, I found no sorrow in my heart
It was just plain yet insane joy! Bursting within
Saw deaths of one hated, one not known at all
never one of a loved, but love did so much to me
it has killed me and made me undeath yet revived me
NONE has fell deep into darkness if one doesn't intend!
Shall I intend to fall deep into that damned abyss?
NEVER... for I found someone too precious to let go
far too delicate to hurt, all my pride is her utmost care
my courage is her constant love, my valor is her pride
I've seen deceit, madness.. evil and prided by them
meeting her was like a cleanse of such misery
You unlocked feelings none has opened in me
Only You, have opened paths for me only saints can enjoy
Your fears, sadness and misery.... Just kills
painfully, slowly for I feel I never have done well
But your Love, my source of courage, the very essence
that holds and binds me to this world and to only you
kept me going.. and going.. and going.. for the sake of you
I saw you knowing you can ease my pain of suffering
Never thought you could do so much more to me
and when you did, my heart and soul cried out loud
FOR THIS UNDEAD SHALL LIVE ONCE AGAIN
I'll be on your side, no doubt.. for I now have that very will
to relive a new life... with only you as my only precious queen
-cj
spoke at : 11:18 PM
3 Days
It was only three days, I never saw her
I was never spared the three whole days
of anguish, pain, withdrawal and yearn to see her
hearing her voice was like water to a thirsty man
My undead body turned to rot, refusing to move
for I woke up in each of the three days
knowing I couldn't see my darling princess
but I managed to survive, with the little contact I had
The three lonely and dreadful days are coming to an end
the time I could see my angel again was drawing near
together, it seem like a moment.. away it was eternity
soon we have to part, where our love will be tested and stretched
-cj
spoke at : 11:30 PM
This turtle is the cure of my lovesick! and may one day replace my smelly teddy bear which is as old as me :p
whenever i think of princess! I HUG TURTLE! and wonder how is my princess doing =P
now all i need to do i prove to her i love her, words and actions dunt seem to work..... hopefully time can tell, so confident am i that i will still love her, inferiority
never existed when u love a person so dearly
and yea! maybe theres a song i like to let her listen, i think i sing to her b4! =X pardon my crappy vocals =P
"Truly Madly Deeply"
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah
[chorus:]
I want to stand with you on
a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the
comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you
[chorus]
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right
before you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
[chorus]
I want to stand with you on a
mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
not a need to bold anything lyrics at all... because EVERY WORD i want her to know! so if i bolded, i would bold everything :p soooo i made it in SPECIAL FONT!!! KEK (orcish word for lol)
her means princess btw! NO ONE ELSE!!!! HMPH other girls
spoke at : 10:55 PM
CJ 
