Friday, September 18, 2009
in just an eye-blink her 21st birthday just went past
just like our hopes and dreams never came to pass
we met, fought, cursed and went wild with lightning farse
but we fell, broke and lost each other equally fast
left here broken to rot into worthless dust
cursed to beat the world till it rots and rust
but thy can never do anything alone
in this battered soul left into the forlorn
with her I see sorrowful beauty in endless depths
without, there is only destitution in every crack
as we tasted every forbidden fruits in our youths
as we shaped an insatiable lust between our lives aback
every drop we took, we shared, we lusted in all
just like an addict in total withdrawn in his call
everyday is just a beautiful anguish of screams
as I remember the love scarred within dreams
-k
spoke at : 12:57 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
I've walked the lonely road of life for far too long
searching this deep dark world to whom I belong
saw no sign of enjoyment that they boldly proclaim
only the bittersweet anguish of freedom I claim
the heart is empty yet sinks with tremendous weight
an empty void cursed to go forever solo by fate
find not an inch of solace in doing anything enjoyable
without anyone special behind me I'm simply a disable
They said memories are to be kept and cherished
but the best ones keep my life constantly tarnished
and it all felt like only yesterday of sunshine and glee
broken promises of the future shatters all in me
just like a pain kept in is a pain excruciatingly magnified
still I ponder over my failures and any ridiculous mistake
All the emotion and bonds around me are slowly glorified
I yearn for thee yet it is once which I cannot take
-k
spoke at : 11:00 PM
CJ