for the past few weeks i keep getting the same response of, 'You love and care for her too much.'
guess wut i did? i just scoffed at them and told them to mind their own business
still i wonder, was i too harsh on her a few moments ago? i seriously appreciate her
not leaving me
in the dark and telling me what she feels and such, maybe i am not for her, a useless guy who rely sooo much on the girl he cares and spoils her too much...... and what she wants, the other guy can give her
for weeks i kept wishing i could hug her, yet she found solace, safety and security in the arms of another, i am something to her but definitely not the kind of something i want..... guess i wasnt meant to love or truly care for another person..... back to the old cj again i guess (: and continue to hug my smelly teddy bear for life
of course i am in totally 0 mood to write a poem so i just lift from one of my favourite poets ... William Blake
Never seek to tell thy love
- Never seek to tell thy love,
- Love that never told can be;
- For the gentle wind does move,
- Silently, invisibly.
- I told my love, I told my love,
- I told her all my heart;
- Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears,
- Ah! she doth depart.
- Soon as she was gone from me,
- A traveller came by,
- Silently, invisibly;
- He took her with a sigh.
-William Blake
CJ 
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