it seems like ages since i felt such tenderness and care towards another person
i really cannot describe how great it felt, it is like a part of your heart which was dead long time ago..becomes alive again
I held her cold hands firmly
beneath that cold was warmth
as long frozen memories surged
softened this cold hard heart
Laid my head on hers
smooth and silky to feel
as i withdrew quickly
fear i could hurt that soul
Her gaze and my eyes connected
had so much to say...yet speechless
as i darted my eyes from that angel
cursed myself for being unable to mention
No other can take your place in me
these emotions too overwhelming
fearing my words could hurt gravely
as i let silence devour me from within
-cj
pain kills
silence kills
sadness kills
memories kills
yet fear of hurting you overrides it all
CJ 
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