i found a song that really fits my situation with vanny =/
Memories
Memories, memories, memories
In this world you triedNot leaving me alone behindThere's no other way
I'll pray to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside,Now I know why
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here. All of my memories keep you near, Your silent whispers, silent tears Made me promise I'd try To find my way back in this life. I hope there is a way To give me a sign you're okay.Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go home.
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here. All of my memories keep you near, Your silent whispers, silent tears.Together in all these memories
I see your smile. All the memories I hold dear.Darling, you know I'll love you
till the end of time.
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here. All of my memories keep you near, Your silent whispers, silent tears.All of my memories...
- Within Temptation
bolded simply means those words hold alot of meaning to me T-T , i know u are reading this vanny, we take this as one of the songs to listen when we are together for the last few moments, okay?
and to my princess, do not feel useless or bad or anything okay? i seriously am not able to love again, and u will be the last girl i will ever truly love, and i will willing to wait, willing to take all the cold feelings u give me back..... i really love you