it has being 1 month(31 days) since i started to make that princess mine >_< far longer than the time i took to go for vanny which was 21 days =/ ....and guess wut? i will definitely take a much longer time!
but i believe that the harder to attain what u desire, the more u will treasure it... since i was able to love vanny soo much, maybe if i ever get that princess, i might love her more? X)
the biggest problem is am i able to take the death of a loved one that i love so dearly? but as i spend more time with the princess, the more sure i am that i would love her more than ever rather than forget her and let this love for her die off. =) and yea i cannot take any love-related hurt anymore, it is u or that is it for me =/
and yes! lettme TPL u okies! (: u know what i mean! X)