Her
I held her, she held me
we knew each other
never that long, but
always that very deep
-cj
It Was Her
We held each other in our arms.... tightly
our pain overwhelmed by each other's presence
for that moment, I found no sorrow in my heart
It was just plain yet insane joy! Bursting within
Saw deaths of one hated, one not known at all
never one of a loved, but love did so much to me
it has killed me and made me undeath yet revived me
NONE has fell deep into darkness if one doesn't intend!
Shall I intend to fall deep into that damned abyss?
NEVER... for I found someone too precious to let go
far too delicate to hurt, all my pride is her utmost care
my courage is her constant love, my valor is her pride
I've seen deceit, madness.. evil and prided by them
meeting her was like a cleanse of such misery
You unlocked feelings none has opened in me
Only You, have opened paths for me only saints can enjoy
Your fears, sadness and misery.... Just kills
painfully, slowly for I feel I never have done well
But your Love, my source of courage, the very essence
that holds and binds me to this world and to only you
kept me going.. and going.. and going.. for the sake of you
I saw you knowing you can ease my pain of suffering
Never thought you could do so much more to me
and when you did, my heart and soul cried out loud
FOR THIS UNDEAD SHALL LIVE ONCE AGAIN
I'll be on your side, no doubt.. for I now have that very will
to relive a new life... with only you as my only precious queen
-cj
CJ 
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