just 2 weeks without her
everything has finally became clear
how I've hurt her and such
maybe all we needed was a break
not a break up
but you had made that choice
I cannot reverse
But I will definitely tell myself
that whenever I think back on these 1 and 1/2 years so
I will always regret
for not treasuring the last few treasures left in this heart
Sadly regret is always too late
my simple pride and complacency
blinded me to your tears
for regret and sorry solves nothing
as it seems
spoke at : 5:29 PM
giving up is such a pain
none wanted us to part
maybe there was 1 who wanted
but then maybe giving up
was the best I could give you back in return
I just yearn for just 1 day
1 day back like the old happy times again
spoke at : 4:49 AM

i need my princess take care of her soft toy babies! =(
or if mummy doesnt want daddy then babies get forsaken too?
and yes there was a question u ask which i left unanswered
you asked
what's your dreams?
夢って何?
am i part of your dreams?
you're already part of my dreams
and my reply to you now is... no princess you are not part of my dreams
you are my dream itself please don't turn my beloved dream into a nightmare for me =(
spoke at : 10:26 PM
i still want my princess!
i dunt care hmph! =(
spoke at : 3:49 PM
does it has to end this way?
no more princess anymore?
even the smell of you on your clothes bring tears back to my eyes
if you insist then I cannot resist
stay as friends?
I thank you for being such a wonderful and caring girlfriend all these while and I wish you well (:
keep in touch
19 Nov 2007 - 17 April 2009 ---- where I was a knight for a beautiful princess Bella
spoke at : 9:47 PM
please answer my calls princess
i need you =/
spoke at : 2:43 AM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Michael Learns to Rock : You Took My Heart Away
Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
Saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold
You are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
We'll never be alone
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life
spoke at : 7:02 PM
forgive me my darling
let me come right back in
show me my wrongs
and let me make them right
I may not be right beside you
but always remember
whatever I do or did
I assumed it had your interests in heart
Had it got warped or twisted
please save me from this mighty corruption
spoke at : 12:39 AM
where is my princess!
my chest feels hollow
only pain seeps within
all I hear is sorrow
save me before the pain
comsumes
spoke at : 8:17 PM
day by day
little by little
I'm dying a little inside
only you can save me
spoke at : 12:21 AM
just like every other failure
i am no doubt one like them
without his lady by his side
cursed weak and dead right here
spoke at : 12:00 AM
Look back to our humble beginnings
We shared love so strong and deep
So elated was I that a poem everyday
created to present my humble love
Little did I know, she presented a grave
threat and despair to your little heart
I presumed you were fine and trust
But as the poems and love tokens fade
Rest assured that you are still the one
here in my heart no matter how hollow
Forgive me in all the hurt I have done
let me help you remove your sorrow
Please trust me once again
I need it so
For without you
this life becomes incomplete
-cj
spoke at : 1:16 AM
rawr!

Attack of the patapons!
Hatapon is the most cute patapon!
spoke at : 10:17 PM