when i told u i didnt harbour any hope to get u back
i was lying
when u said vanny wasnt real
i died a little inside
when u said i lied to u and the relationship was based on a lie
i saw only hopelessness
when u told me u never enjoyed any of our intimate times together
i felt useless
it was only when u said that u threw thumper away and deleted ur birthday post off ur blog
that i felt
all my love for u shattered right before me for i had always thought that day was ur happiest with me
but to let u know i really truly loved u with all my heart everything i did i did with your best interests at heart
and i know u see all these only as lies